“Find Her” by Lisa Gardner

I love a good crime story. I enjoy the suspense of the “whodunit,” piecing together clues and sorting through red herons. But I am always hesitant to start “detective series” because I’m not a huge fan of police procedurals. I can often get too bogged down in the details, and, sometimes pointless, backstories of the detectives and police personnel. So I was a little hesitant to begin Find Her by Lisa Gardner, as it is a part of the Detective D.D. Warren series. Number ten, actually. I also try my hardest not to read series out of order—I hate reading things in more recent books which can be spoilers for those that came before. But thanks to Find Her’s rave reviews and the fact that my employer’s library had it in stock, I picked it up and was pretty impressed. Gardner’s alternating perspectives between the aforementioned Detective Warren and the victim-turned-potential-perpetrator makes this book a perfect blend between thriller and crime.

Flora Dane has recently returned home after a 472-day abduction, during which she was brutally raped and tortured. While her family desires for her to return to her normal life, normal is no longer enough for Flora. She sets out on a vigilante mission to stop other abductors before it is too late. But when she pursues the disappearance of local college woman, Flora quickly finds herself reliving the nightmares of her own captivity and unable to cope.

This book is extremely fast paced and has constant twists and turns to keep the reader’s interest. In addition to the alternating perspectives, Gardner adds in some flashbacks of Flora’s time with her abductor, which makes the story even more engrossing and gives the reader internal conflict regarding siding with Flora, or, with the law. While some of the plot line may be rather far-fetched, Find Her is an entertaining read, sure to keep thrill seekers and crime enthusiasts on their toes. This was my first novel by Lisa Gardner (pretty insane considering she’s written almost 30,) but I’ve since read Love You More and have Right Behind You  on my TBR list. Reviews promised to come soon!

4.75/5 stars! 



“Gone Girl” by Gillian Flynn


I just finished this summer’s mega-hit Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn last night. It was OUT. OF. CONTROL. Seriously. Crazy or psychotic would be the best way to sum it up in one word. Along with AMAZING.

I really don’t know how I am possibly going to review and summarize this without giving everything away (well, not everything…just when you think you know one secret, 300 more follow.) But let’s give this a shot. First let me preface this by saying I am a sucker for a solid depressing story. Sometimes I think it just makes me feel better about my own life and how normal and happy it is. If you’re looking for fun, glamorous chick-lit, STAY AWAY, this will not be your cup of tea.

Gone Girl can be considered a mystery or a thriller, if you are trying to fit it into a category. But truthfully, it is unlike anything I have ever read. I found it shocking and disturbing, yet ultimately delicious. I literally had nightmares after reading this book before bed!

The story starts off in small town Missouri, where Nick Dunne’s beautiful wife Amy has turned up missing. As the police become involved, they soon discover evidence that suggests Amy has not just gone missing, it is more likely that she has been killed. And that evidence is blatantly implicating Nick as the killer. The case soon becomes national news, especially because of Amy’s semi-celebrity status—she is the inspiration for a children’s book empire that her parents, two authors, have created.  The country quickly turns against Nick and we are left wondering whether they are in the right or wrong.

The first person narration alternates chapters between Nick and Amy, as told through her diary entries. Nick speaks about what is currently going on in the case and the impact the investigation is having on his own psyche, as well as his close friends, family, and community. Amy paints a picture of her slowly declining relationship with Nick. The two begin completely in love and infatuated with each other. But after they move from New York City to Missouri, they start to drift apart and their marriage becomes darker and more dysfunctional by the day. I personally loved the alternating view points and thought it kept things even more suspenseful. I often times found myself finishing a chapter by Nick, then wanting to skip through Amy’s chapter to know what happened to Nick’s situation, and vice versa.

As a reader, you will constantly go back and forth between thinking that Nick is guilty, and then believing him that he is innocent. So be prepared to be stressed out over this. A LOT. Okay, actually, be prepared to be stressed out over everything in this book. It starts out a little slow, but press on until you get exactly halfway through the book. Then all of a sudden, BAM! Craziness will be unleashed! At the midway point I seriously felt as if Gillian Flynn had slapped me straight across the face…and I loved it. It continues to get more and more nuts the further the story goes. I’ve heard a lot of criticism about the ending. I will not ruin it for you, but I will just say that I LOVED the ending. I thought it was perfect. Fitting, believable, and psychotic all at once.

Okay, let me stop before I give anything away—I am so tempted! Be prepared for a haunting tale that will resonate in a surprising and uncomfortable way for every reader, making you question your relationships and the people around you. At one point during reading I literally looked at my boyfriend (who I’ve been dating for almost a decade and have known since middle school) and said “I am SO glad I have known you practically all of your life. It keeps me from running the risk of you being a psycho and me not knowing about it.” But really, you can’t help but thinking that after reading this book.